Songs of darkness..

Here are some songs that I really love. Not only that...I've cried enough soon as I heard them:) haha...
First of all.. 'Let me fall' by Josh Groban.
I would like to upload it here, let me try first.

	Josh Groban - Let Me Fall
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

You should wait a while for the rest...Wish you all fall..!!

Number two is up next...'Broken Vow' by Lara Fabian. She's one of my favourite female, such an angel voice she had..The lyrics was about heart broken...sure it is:).

	Lara Fabian - Broken Vow
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Next is Indonesian song...yippie!! 'Yang Terdalam' by Peterpan. Nice, deep, meaningful music and lyrics. Also, that's been a memory for me with this song. Someone from the past, the guy next door:) haha, where ever you are, thank you for the love you gave, hope you're blessed with bigger and deeper love. Would be so nice if we can meet again..one day.

	Peterpan - Yang Terdalam
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Then, 'Papercut' from Linkin Park. What? with that kind of sounds... I still can remember how exactly the feelings when listening to it. Still can dive in through that darkness until you can move outside yourself, watching yourself sit down at the edge, and at last laughing. At that time your consciousness is back.

	Linkin Park - Papercut
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

So, how low can you go now. Enjoy the day..

You got some when loosing one..

Do you believe what i'm saying? You got some when loosing one..

I have my nose handicapped, I can't smell anything now. It's because of a traffic accident.
Well, the story goes here. About 9 years ago at one fine sunday morning, I want to go the church with my big brother on his motor. The road is still covered with water, so I think my brother did not see a big hole on the road, so he was still keeping his speed up. I think my head hit the road first, I didn't remember anything until I got my consciousness back at a hospital.
Short story, a week after that I began to loose the smell of soap and shampoo when I took a bath. And it's already 9 years now, but I haven't forgot the smell of a wet ground (what I missed the most), neither the smell of fried rice (which I like much)...I still keep it in my memories, just in my memories.
You know what, I'm thankful because I'm not loosing one...my breath, yeap:) my nose can still do a good job on that. I got some...I'm able to eat more food since that (I used to be so selective on food just because of the smell) . I got some...I loose my weight so I don't need any diet, and still no need now although I eat a lot. I got some...I can feel what my friends feels, especially when they're sad and sorrow. I can feel just like them, of course it's painful but I'm grateful for that. You can have it too if you really want to. Well, after the rain there will be rainbow, isn't it?
To arnie : Hi there, I've told you one more thing...my nice, kind, and best friend.

words for you all..

I sent these words first for my best friend at tagged, arnie. Thanks for being my friend, you're nice and cool:) Thougt that maybe these words can inspire any of you who came by to my blog, so today I share it with you guys!

It's been raining here the day before yesterday, and when I'm waiting for my husband to pick me after work, I'm starring at the rain for about 30 minutes and have these words in my mind. I type it down on my cell phone and save it in my drafts.

Talk to the rain... and the flash will shout,
whisper to the waterdrops...and the cold will cover you,
smile at the cloudy sky... so you won't get surprised by the cyclone,
laugh to your upcoming storm...and the destiny will only become the past
joy with the heavy flood...so you can smile when you are drowning..

I was in 'blue' mood yesterday, kind of a sad feeling, but I have got through it. I just want to share that in many ways we don't get what exactly we want, but the thing we can do is to put our brave face and heart on to deal with it.

Thanks for dryicons (http://dryicons.com) for that 'blooming in the rain'.

Black Clarissa Ribbon Bag

This is my new ribbon embroidery bag collection, still using clarissa for material. You can enjoy the 2 colors (red and pink) at the 2 sides of bag, so you can fit in it with your cloth or shoes..

Code : TSL3

Material : clarissa

Color : black

Size : w30cmxh11cm

Price : Rp 90,000.00 (delivery cost not included)
100% handmade.

Just drop me sms : +62 8123187829 or email me at n4yandra@gmail.com

Quantity in stock : 0 (please re-order it, I would gladly appreciated)

Lets talk about first love...

Do you remember your first love?
Whoever you're now with, can you still remember your first love or even flirting?
Me.. lets see, one clearly day when i was in junior high school, I saw a boy with his bike come across me. He looks at me, almost smile..Just one sight, and something is yelling inside my heart. What a cute boy he was...

I don't have chance to know him more because we are not in the same school, and we're not friends either..But God must be very kind to me so that we can meet each other in high school and even I can see him everyday for about 2 years before we're separated in different class at last year in high school. But that's it, I don't have courage to tell him what I feel, that's fine.. I get over him now, but I can exactly remember how I feel that past years:)

First love could be not our true love but through remember, we can appreciate how wonderful love is..
So, would you like to post a comment or you still look for your first love? Be my guest..